Then came the day when you realized!
I have decided for myself how to continue my life.
But then to understand, that everything was a lie.
Was nothing I expected.
No wonder I have a hard time trusting people.
Not being able to trust those closest to me.
I have a friend who is going through a very difficult time now
and it has made me realize that life is short.
So it doesn't matter if it's family let them believe what they want
only you know the truth.
It doesn't matter what you say or write,
they think what they want.
But to realize that the ones you love the most,
think the worst about you.
It hurts most of all.
But it is time to take the next step to live and feel good.
Why always think of others it is not them who will live my life.
Now I have been on a full day course for two days,
but thankfully I get to work again.
Getting to work again not have to think about anything else.
Why do I care at all, because I am such a person.
You who respect me for who I am, you know who you are.
Thank you for being there and knowing that I am there for you.
If you haven't gone the same way as me, don't judge me.
Wishing you all a nice day / evening wherever you are in the world.
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann