The phonecall!!!!
Yesterday the phonecall came.
I would hope they said every test is okay, but no she only said you have to see the doctor.
So now I have to wait again because it's holydays.
WHY couldn't just say everything is okay!
Why me? Why now? Why?
Today I was at my sons and celebrated hos 34 years birthday
and met his girlfriends parents and siblings.
Its hard to pretend that everything is okay to others.
As soon as you get home the years comes.
Your asking yourself so many questions!
The evenings are the worst you start thinking to much.
My kids are adults but it's still hard I don't want to let them down,
they have been thrue more than the most of us had under a lifetime.
Now I'm going to try to get some sleep.
A lots of Love and Hugs for you all / Ann