Cat love!

Hello out there! I got a cat.
His name is Isak and he was homeless
after living in a home where he did not feel well.
He is about three years old and is deaf.
This little wonderful creature is so loving and has given my life a new meaning. He and I were just as vulnerable.
He felt at home right away and has many places he has made his own.
He sleeps all night in my bed.
He has some difficulty jumping up on the bed and the couch
but I help him and it goes better every day.
I hope that over time he makes me feel better
in the same way that I make his life better.
 
 
 
 
 
But still, every day is hell without my special friend.
The tears and feelings never end.
Sometimes it feels like it will never end.
An empty room that will never be filled again.
Why are only bad things happening in my life?
I'm almost 99% sure who did this
because not many people know about everything.
I hope this person can be honest enough to tell me.
Otherwise, maybe I should go out with it
and show what a horrible person this is.
Or not. Maybe I should be a horrible person for once.
But it's not me. Or?
This was all for today from me and Isak.
Wish you a wonderful day / evening wherever in the world you are.
But above all, do not forget to live.
 
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann