Sunday!
It's been a while since I wrote.
But life has been ups and downs,
when you are up something brings you down.
I know that I should not let negative people influence me.
But when you are in the same workplace and have to work together, then it is not easy to avoid each other.
A job where you have to collaborate,
but some do just what they want and let others do the rest.
Sometimes things get wrong or not done at all,
then it's easy to blame me.
I will be hired in January, but do not know if I want to work there
unless it gets better and everyone does a 100% job.
The company we work for has a wonderful staff
and they are happy with my work.
They often tell me that.
But the service they buy must be performed correctly.
But when workmates scream at me
and treat me like I would be their slave,
then I don't know if I want to continue working with them.
But we will have a meeting with our manager
and then everything will go ahead
because I do not accept that they treat me that way,
time to put your foot down and say stop.
It was this so please keep your fingers crossed.
Because I really like the workplace and I can handle the job.
Enough about this.
Two weeks ago, my grandson Leo finally had a sleepover here.
We went bus to town and ate at Mac Donald's, shopping, buying sweets, and having a really nice time together.
And I have created a lot that makes me feel really good,
my daughter-in-law Linnea
has also been here to ceratet she makes me feel good.
It's been a lot of thinking lately,
I don't know what leg to stand on.
Everything is difficult and complicated.
But I have to do what's best for me.
Now it's been a year since they discovered the cancer in my breast. Now all emotions come back.
All the anxiety and fear, what if it comes back.
I'm probably not as strong as I thought.
I know that it is not uncommon
for these feelings to come to the surface again.
I am grateful that I have wonderful friends
who always support and encourage me.
I also have my fantastic caring langue friend, even though we don't meet so often now that he has finally got Jobs.
I am so happy for him because he has fought so much for this.
That may be enough for today.
I wish you all a wonderful day / night wherever in the world you are.
But most importantly do not forget to live.
Love and hugs for you all / Ann