Be true to yourself!
Hello to you all out there.
Here are some words from me.
What has been has been but I have learned one thing
not to believe well in all people.
Not opening up to everyone for everyone does not care
they just want to enjoy your defeats and sorrow.
The hard way I have now learned to listen
to my inner voice and the feeling that something is wrong.
That people take advantage of your kindness and openness.
What makes people like that?
Jealous? Pure evil? Feel power? What?
I'm honest, I'm open, I try to do my best.
I'm not perfect, but I do not hurt anyone with meaning.
I try to make the best of what life gives me
but it's not easy when you get pulled in the dirt all the time.
I have no reason to hurt anyone to see them suffer.
Life gives us so many things that we can not influence ourselves.
It does not matter how many friends you have
for the inner loneliness no one can see.
We live in a different time with Coronavirus.
I really hope that humanity learns something from this.
No one is immortal.
How vulnerable we really are.
Not to take things for granted.
A small virus can change an entire world.
I am still isolated at home because I am a risk person.
I long for the day when I can go out and enjoy such simple things
as shopping for food myself,
going out on the town and just enjoying having people around me.
Not have to feel like you are in prison or have received a foot shackle.
To be able to hug all my friends and especially my children and grandchildren.
I do not think anyone understands how it feels
to have it like this if you do not go through it yourself.
Now it just became empty and the words disappear.
So now I and the cat Frasse says good night.
Wish you all a wonderful day / evening wherever in the world you are.
But most of all, do not forget to live and take care of each other.
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann