Deep emotions
Deep emotions.
Yes sometimes they get very deep.
Why am I right here and in this life, what is the meaning
and what I am meant for.
Actually, none of it has any significance
for life being without what I choose to be.
But the thoughts will still go the right way or wrong,
it is my job to decide or is it predetermined.
I have decided how I want my life to be,
but is it right or does not matter because everything is predetermined.
Why is life so difficult, why is happiness so difficult?
Why are all choices so difficult even if we know what we want.
I'm getting old but I can't pick my path anyway,
whichever way it gets.
I hope everyone understands my choices,
because nothing I want to do is hurt someone in whatever choice I make.
Life is something to enjoy and be happy in
If I do not do something for myself, who does it then?
I have decided to be happy and enjoy life
and that is something I must do now.
Sometimes I don't know what I'm talking about
but I know what I want now and what is missing in life.
Now I'll relax and enjoy a little while.
Wish you all a wonderful day wherever in the world you are.
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann