Christmas!!
December 2019 !!
Where does time go?
It feels like it was yesterday we started writing in 2019
and soon it's 2020.
But I look forward to 2020.
The divorce is finished and 2/1 I start a new job.
Finally I will get pay.
Now a new chapter in my life is starting
and I will finally be the one I should have been a long time ago.
Do not misunderstand me because I do not regret my life
because I have created three wonderful things, my children.
But I forgot myself.
So it's time to live for me not for everyone else.
I've found new friends and I've lost friends.
I've learned to appreciate the little things in life.
But I still have trouble trusting everyone.
I learned a lot during this year.
Appreciate each day because it may be the last.
When they discovered cancer in my breast,
my world was turned upside down.
When, after surgery and checks, they said that everything was gone,
it felt like I was given a new life to live a second chance.
So now I have taken that chance to LIVE!
You may find it strange.
I'm 58 years old, but it's never too late to live.
There is so much to do in life do what you like and want.
Now I go and sit in my armchair and just enjoy and relax.
At 04:00 the alarm rings on the phone and it's time to get up.
Last working day this week.
Wish you all a wonderful day / night wherever in the world you are.
But most importantly, don't forget to live.
Love and hugs for you all / Ann