Emotional week!
This week have been good, bad and very emotional.
The week started good a met my language friend and he always make me laugh, specially when the words don`t come out well.
My last boss called and checked me out
and I`m so happy we still has so good contact,
we decided to meet some day after the operation when I feel better.
I decided that I need something to do so I don`t think so much.
Cleaning the house, boring but I don`t know how much I can do after the operation or how much they allow me to do.
"Said and done, just dig in Ann"
But did it make me think less of everything? OH NO!!!
After a while I discovered that I had cleaned and vacuumed the same room twice,
But it is really clean now.
So I gave up and put my ass on the couch with my knitting.
The next day I took up the cleaning again and it got better.
When I was cleaning the flower shop called and said they had a delivery to me.
FLOWERS TO ME???
That doesn`t happend very often, and when they came
WOW they was so beautiful!
They was from my daughter-in-laws parents and it really warmed my heart.
Yesterday I was taking the blood pressure again and a follow up at a docter.
How come I manage to get all the "NUTS" in the health care.
He started by looking at my journal and mumbling a little for himself then he took the blood pressure on top of my two thick sweaters.
My blood pressure was a little low " NO SHIT " could you really hear anything with the stethoscope through the sweaters are you sure you don`t want me to put on my jacket as well? "WHAT THE HELL" is this a joke.
Then he started to mumbling about my operation
and he said this is not anything bad.
And there it came out of the blue, he started to laugh loudly.
Really? Do you think this is funny?
I got up from the shair and walked away, but I didn`t cry I was soooo angry!!
In the elevator it came "DAMM; FUCK; IDIOT;INCOMPETENT DOCTOR"
Do they not learn anything about empathy.
Is there anything else life can throw me?
So I went into town to give myself some encouragement
so I bought my self a few new shirts
after that I shopped grocery and a lots of vegetables.
Then I went home put in the grocerys and poured up a big glass of wine
and put my ass in the couch.
And I finally got a new contact at the employment service so today I will meet her.
Whish me luck because it can not go wrong. Or can it?
Whising you all a wounderful weekend.
Take care and don`t forget to live your life.
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann