Feels like I should explode soon!!!!
Those past days it feels like everything is exploding,
my head, my heart, my body.
Two more days and I will finally meet the doctor
and get the resuts.
Spending days crying and the nights with nightmares isen't fun.
I have been trying to do things to take my mind of everything,
but it always ends up with bad feelings.
But as I tell my kids whatever the resultat is I will make it,
the worst thing is not to know because you don't know what to deal with.
Now I'm going to bed and tomorrow I will meet a special friend and drink coffee.
Take good care of yourself and don't forget to live your life.
Lots of Love and Hugs for you all out there / Ann