Saturday morning!
Yesterday I keept myself busy all day,
I was talking down all the christmasdekoration and the christmastree.
I thought it would help me not thinking so much I was even singing christmassongs
( god forbidden ) all my porcelain santas almost burst it was alredy
frozen outside so for that I can't blame myself ha ha ha.
But it diden't help that much even if I'm positive the thoughts are there.
I made a book with 4 books inside and if I will keep writing as much as I do
I think I need to make one more.
But today we will celebrate my daughters husband and my youngest grandson
they both have birthday tomorrow.
We celebrate today because I'm not ready to meet that much people yet.
I can't belive he is alredy turning 1 year.
Meeting my grandsons Leo and John are the thing I apricate the are both the love and joy in my life.
And I will be strong today because I don't want them to see me cry.
Wish you all a beautiful saturday.
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann