So many feelings!
Today I'm a little tierd. Yesterday I was with my daughters family
because today my son in law turns 32 years and there youngest son turn 1 year.
Born on his fathers birthday đ It was so fun I Love spending time with them, but keep up a happy face it's hard, so when you comes home it just fall apart.
I'm strong but I have to feel down sometimes, okay I'm not fine at all right now.
But it really helps to write.
Today I went for a walk with my language friend it was
cold but you need to do something, and with him it's easy
because we talk about so much other things.
I still don't have a job but I have decided I will still go to jobcoaching,Â
this is not going to take over my life.
Today I have writing a lot in my Journeybook, because inside there are so many feelings you don't feel like talking about.
By feelings I don't always mean bad feelings and we have to respect others feelings, I gave my kids books to write in and I will not read if they don't want to and I don't want them to read before I'm ready for it.
Even in the hardest moments we need to respect one and others.
On wednesday it's time for the magnetic X-ray and after that I know more, but every time the results take time and the waiting feels like years.
I know I'm not the only one that goes thrue this.
Now time for dinner and later some TVÂ
I wish you all a great sunday.
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Love and Hugs for you all / Ann