Our destiny!
Sometimes I wonder if our destiny is determined
already when we are born.
Is there anything we can decide for ourselves?
Sometimes the thoughts walk away
and I have so many questions for myself.
Now there has been so much in my life and I have decided that things will be as I want it to be
If it is possible now
Now there will be big changes in my life.
Me and my husband have decided to move on and live our own lives.
We have taken one step at a time,we should both stay in the house.
We are not unfriendly or hate each other
we are simply not husband and wife anymore.
It's time to live my life and not everyone else's.
I feel the joy coming back and I feel positive for the future.
Anyone who sucks out my energy
without giving anything back will not be in my life.
I need that energy for everything positive in my life.
Friends come and go but the honest,
true and wonderful friends stay forever.
Real friends are like walls they are there
when you need someone to lean on.
I know many people have opinions about my choices,
but I don't care, because my choices are not theirs.
Some choices are difficult others not.
I have decided to be positive and happy,
but do not annoy me or treat me badly
for that volcano do you not want to awaken.
I don't get angry so often but when I am treated badly all the stubs are lit.
Love me for who I am and not who you want me to be,
I know and understand more than you think.
I do not judge anyone for the life they want to live.
I share a lot of my life here and I am 100% honest, this is me.
But it's time to start sharing more of my hobby
scrapbooking, painting and a lot of other things I enjoy doing.
It's time to get started with my powerwalks again.
After the cancer so much has been on ice
because I have not been able to get hold of things.
So to you all I want to say that doing things you will be happy about,
stop waiting for tomorrow live now.
Do what makes you happy we are worth it.
I've been crying so much this past year,
but now it's over nothing is worth so much tears.
Now I'm going to take a glass of wine and relax and I wish you all a wonderful day evening wherever you are in the world.
A lot of Love and Hugs for you all / Ann