Mental emotional week!
It has been a difficult week with a lot of thoughts, feelings
but also a lot of friendship and laughter.
As I wrote before, everything has just been released after the operation.
As soon as I am alone I cry most of the time.
But they say that it is normal and you have to get it out,
I must not be strong all the time.
But I am such a person and have always been closed in my own feelings
so it is something I have to handle better.
Last week on Wednesday I was removing my patches
all looked good and all scars were fine.
When I was leaving, the nurse said that it will take a week
before I will hear from them and I get a time for the doctor.
Already the next day they called and said that we want
you to come Tuesday next week,
but by experience so have i learned that when things go fast
it has not been good news.
So now all bad thoughts are back again,
bad sleep at night and horrible nightmares.
But it has also been joyful this week.
On Thursday my friend visited Jette me and we always have fun.
On Saturday came Ulla the most wonderful person.
She was going to sleep over so we drank wine and made photo albums
and the strange thing is that when you drink wine you get so many good ideas.
I have a 16 year old cat who loves to lie on my things
when I creating and she can't get close enough.
There was a lot of laughter this evening and we both need that.
On Sunday my language friend came
and had his friend with him and then there was
a lot of laughter again as always.
We talk about so much else when we see and it is good.
So tomorrow It's time to meet the doctor
and I have to try to think positively today.
Now I'm going to put myself in my craft room
and continue with my albums.
Here are some pictures of one that I made
for my oldest grandson Leo who is going to start school in the fall.
I wish you a wonderful day / evening anywhere in the world you are.
Love and Hugs for you all / Ann
