Then it was time!
So it is now out in the open.
The divorce is ready, the house is going to be sold
and I haven't got an apartment yet.
While my ex gets many apartment offers and dates a new girl,
I have nowhere to stay soon.
Why should it be so damn hard to live your life normally.
Feels like being punished for sacrificing a lot over the years.
I know it will work out in some way,
but I want to know I want to be able to plan.
I don't want to live in a suitcase.
But I really shouldn't complain,
my best friend has just lost her husband
to the horrible disease of cancer.
A disease that so many of us get.
Yesterday it was exactly 1 year since I was operated for my cancer.
There has not been so much scrapbooking now.
I have focused on so much else.
There is so much to go through in a house.
The children were at home and retrieved all their things
they had at the addict.
And that was a lot.
To go through all my things and see what to keep.
It's 35 years to go through, that's a lot of things.
But at the same time a relief.
Getting a fresh start. Make the rest of my life better.
I like my job and it works well.
I have friends I really appreciate.
Life is good except that I have no home yet.
That's all for today.
Wish you all a wonderful day / night wherever in the world you are.
But most of all, don't forget to live.
